Failure and uncertainty

I thought I was a smart and intelligent person. People considered me intelligent. I won few competitions in school making me believe I am better.

But when failure hits, it makes you lose your self-confidence. And when failure hits you, again and again, you start believing you are a failure.

As you lose confidence, uncertainty starts rising. You start doubting yourself if you can do anything at all. If you invest your money and time in this, will you fail again? Will this be another one of your failures. Is it better, If I invest somewhere else, will the result be different?

I, what did I do? I wasted every single second of my life after losing to my failures. To this day I am a prisoner to my failures and my life is full of uncertainty. I don't even put proper effort into anything.

This is the ending of my story. Let’s hope it changes someday. :)